s The 10 gals clique

* Thursday, June 5, 2008 *

to: serene

hey you! better take care alrights. (:

& about i & jianhui. i already fang xia lurhs.
i've asked for patch is because. i think overall. it's me giving all the problem.
then i don wished to regret.
wad i've done & wished to said to him i already said ler.
at least i've gort an answer frm him.
i've learnt someting too. *不要等到失去才懂得珍惜。
& of cuz. such as darling & chermaine told me.
it's time to move on.
he've moved on. why shld i still stand in the same place.
thou seeing him move on. is still quite a heartache in the beginning.

but why torture myself over a failed r/s yups.
it's all too late to make amends.
and there are too much problem as in us.
indeed alot of misunderstandings. i've sorted out with him.
& we're still frens. hopefully so, LOL!

i think i rely on him too much. it's time to get back to my single life.
& tis wk. i've used to it. wahahas. XD
don have boyfriend still have friend right. (:
& i agree with u. love isnt a thing dat can collapse girls life.
it's just a passerby in our life.
to make us grown up after going every each failed r/s.
time heals all wound i believe. & my determination. (:
i dont wan to make myself till so weak that w/o him i can die lyke that.
sad will sad. who wont be sad.
but sad cant make everything back right?
just have to let go.
我拿得起，也得放得下。
& crying aimlessly everynight. it's just a dumb action which i did fer the past few wks.
it's better to live everyday with laughter.
better then thinking so much. it's just 自作自受。
life are just once. & i've to cherish my life too.
once it's gone. it's gone.
at least i wont regret. why i live my life till so miserable right?
just because of a guy. *duh*._.
so might as well. do whatever things then i wished to do.
& start life afresh. (: thou is difficult. i've to go thru that as time goes by.
learn frm de 微笑pasta " 只要笑一笑，没有啥么事请过不了。"

it's useless to cling back to the past.
sometimes. things might flashback once in a while.
because. it's difficult to forget narhs. (:
we cn nvr forget a person which re some1 close to you once.
as it've become part of my memory lurhs.
but i wont look on the negative side le.
w/o r/s, maybe life wud be better for me & him.

i wud keep myself busy.
& to the issue of going another r/s
wait till i have really put down on tis r/s. & don love him animore.

i will tell myself. not to find replacement.
as huiqin & chermaine told me.
it will be damn unfair to that guy. & tis wud be de same as flirting around.
& whats the point of finding replacement. it's just end up hurting all.
i wont find love larhs. love doesnt meant happiness right.
just have to adapt being single. =)
even love find me, i've to know who's really the one for me
& does my heart have him? hahas. enough of tis.

there re always problem surfacing us everydays.
as what u said UP's & DOWN's.
it's just see the way how we settle it. (:
& after going every obstacle. it's a lesson & grow stronger.
tis i agreed. nt everything is shunshun lili durhs.
at least. learn everything & let bygones be bygones.
& continue to walk on wif my life. & cherish the time & other things i've.

thks serene for posting such a meaningful post to me. =D
real thanks for your advice.
& the words u type. ^^

to the girls:
just wanted to say SORRY (:
noe sorry doesnt meant much, but just sincerely apologise to all here.

-if my failed r/s & indecisive thinking have make u all suffer thru out.
with that dumb long face & my talkings.
& wadeva shit that i do to make u all pissed off with me.

thks all thru out. giving me advice. & consoling me.
thou there are some misunderstandings going on with us,
for the past few weeks. i hope it's resolved now right.
PEACE ALRIGHT! =)

SERINE

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