Hello Girls.

It been so long that i start blogging again. My own blog rots too. But anyway I still hv to thx Huiqin who actuali came over to my hse to give me remedial. Sorry to make u travel so far.

As for the gathering, I won't be able to join in the fun. =(
But please rmb to post all those fun pic here to let me hv a look =)
As i hv to company my dad to National Heart Centre.

As for my mum, She is doing chemotherapy now.
Still alright, but weak.
She reali did her best to fight the illness.
As all knows... Stomach cancer is not cureable.
But there are still ppl who can live more den a year...



And ya.. I hv to gif a big thanks to hui qin and her mum who actuali helped my mum on finding what to eat and what not to eat. And oso herbs which may cure cancer. I really thx even doh i noe u dun hv to... but u did. I duno hw to thx u =) You are greatly appreciated.

Girls, CA comming... Sch reopening. Study hard =)

Posted by Serene Tan. =)

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8:43 PM

PEOPLE WHO ARE MAKING IT TO THE VERY FIRST GATHERING ON JULY 1st 2008. 

10 girl cliques
9:50 AM

HEYO!

hahas. time to update abit (:
anyways. applause to LIANNI for organising tis event & initiate of wher to go.
& hopefully everyone is able to make it for tat day alrights!


thats the only day that everybody is free as combined during the holidays.
so hope to gather tis time round as a whole. =)

cya all girls on that day.
have fun during holidays!
& rmb to study for the upcoming CA!

serine(:

10 girl cliques
4:26 PM

HELLO GIRLS!!!

can you all spare some time to come and view the post BELOW?!

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9:14 AM

i know i know.
it me again.
but without me to pave gold on your front door where will fun be? haaa! go figure.
as the chinese saying go,
wo bu xia di yu. shui xia di yu?* roll my eyes.


JULY 1st!!!
we will be heading over to PITSTOP CAFE!
a whole new experience.
fuck sentosa. it was a BIG FLOP.
fuck far east shopping. BORING.
or any other venue.
this time round we will be hanging out at a nice cosy cafe where we can actually eat and enjoy countless board games at the same time!
more information: http://pitstopcafeinfo.blogspot.com/
SOUNDS FUN ISNT IT?=DDD

please please please RSVP me ASAP.
you can do so by: SMS, PHONE CALL,POSTING OF BLOG or INSTANT MESSAGING.

list of people who are making it will be let known to you after confirmation is done.
please also bear in mind that i have to make a reservation at the cafe a day in advance.

IF YOU WISH TO BACK OUT FROM THIS OUTING, PLEASE GIVE NOTICE AT LEAST 1 DAY IN ADVANCE.

EXCUSES EXCUSES WILL NOT BE ENTERTAINED.

LASTLY, PLEASE RSVP WITH ME ONLY IF YOU ARE REAL INTERESTED OR GUNG HO.

I REALLY HOPE THAT FOR ONCE WE CAN REALLY MAKE IT TOHETHER AS A WHOLE GROUP!!!!

any further information will be TO BE CONFIRM.
any other suggestions or enquires please dont hesistate to contact me.

with love,
C.L.N.

p.s ANY OUTSTANDING GROUP FUNDS, PLEASE DO SO ON JULY 1st.
i think.

10 girl cliques
9:17 AM

hey! just a random post.

anyway, one week of hols is over! did anybody enjoy?
i bet so:))

aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
i NEED tanning so much!!
you know why?!
because it helps in covering my PANDA EYES!
have been sleeping late in the night (came home late)
and waking up early in the morning (out for shopping and meals)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA:DD

oh ya! just to tell you guys that 命中注定我爱你 is damn nice!!!
and also funny (at times)

10 girl cliques
10:46 AM

Girls... My apologies for not coming to school... I think that most of u know about my mum had been admitted to hospital... and i did receive regards from some of u... Really thx for concerning about my mum health... She already discharge.. In simple form of explaining... she got 3 tumors in her body... 1 in the stomach... and 2 at ovaries... unfortunately, the stomach is a dangerous ones... which already spreaded.

Sometime i do regret i nv listen to my mum.. or even nv give her xtra care and concern. i know got veri great parents... they are understanding... willing to do anithing for me. I didn't realise hw much they really meant to me.. till this happened.

Day 1, Admitted to hospital... doc say.. stomach has alot water.
Day 2, Water was taken out from her stomach to examine.
Day 3, CT scan. Result is 2 tumors found in each side of her ovaries.
Day 4, Doc scan into her stomach and found dangerous tumors in her stomach and already spreaded around her stomach.

I duno hw to react to this when dae by dae i saw her sitting beside window waiting for us to visit her... when she saw me... she cried... her tears is like million pain... when she noe that her stomach is the main cause of the illness, she cry even harder... she hold on to my dad hand.. which i had nv eva see her holding my dad hand eva since im born. My dad cried. I nv see my dad cried b4... my heart really tasted the worst pain of my life... my mum keep crying.. asking me to take care of my dad and my bro.. I did tried my best not to cried so that my mum wont be upset see-ing me cry... but i just couldnt help it...

Girls... i noe sometime we may think that Parents nag us is veri veri fan... we may even talk back to them... but alwaes rmb to cherish... when it too late, time wont stop nor reverse anymore...

Ppl alwaes says.. cherish before u regret... but most of them use on boy and girl relationships... but till then i realized parents are the one we neglect the most... rather den our bf or gf...

and really thx for those who send regards to my mother... i appreciate it... but aniway i hope u girls after reading this post... dun ask me abt it le... im trying my best to stay strong... =) dun worri..

here is something for u girls...


















Sorry I cannot go fr sentosa outing with u all. I hope to accompany my Parent more.

Posted by Serene Tan.

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5:15 AM

thanks to my MISCALUCATION to the no. of hours i missed,
i had to pay FIVE bucks for this week.:(
the last week of the semester. hahah:DD

btw, who are going to SENTOSA on the next saturday?
are guys allowed?:))

10 girl cliques
8:11 AM

OOOOOHHHHHH YYYYEEEEAAAAHHHH BBBBAAAABBBBYYYY!!!!!!!

ONE MORE DAY:)))))))))))))))
AND WE CAN GET TO SLEEP MORE!

cheers*

10 girl cliques
9:09 AM

HOLIDAYS IS COMING!!!!

we're gonna go out together okay!!! xD


ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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5:15 AM

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8:00 AM

hohoho! still the top 3 of this week. ==
lols. nehmind larhs. (:
cox i'm cannot wake up. so is huokai to tio the fund ._.
ARH! just have to get myself awake for the next wk!
cox tio the kuku warning letter le. wtf ._.
hahas. pray hard that i cn wake up.
say cant do anything also. action meant it larhs.

CONGRATS TO OUR EMILY HUR!
winner of this wk! wahahas. xD

*i'll be paying the fund slowly yups. sorry for the delay of payment.

to serene:
don be too pissed off by that matter alright. (:
& i'm sure i know that u aren't biased against anyone of us.

to huiqin:
didnt really send u a JIAYOUS for your CAT paper. psps.
glad that u're nt disappointed with your performance too.
but then thanks for reminding me to do project larhs.
& don angry for asking u the darling attendance hours.
den still compared to mine that time when im sick.
& asked why mine is still counted.
i'm just purely joking & random asking.
你不要建议哦! just say sorry once to u once agn (:
im 心服口服 about the reason u gave,
cux i really didnt inform you earlier.
& i'm sorry if i create any misunderstanding if i've, cox i'm nt sure too either.
another thing, i'm also sure that u arent biased too. =)

to darling:
thks for helping me to take the paper =D
--

SERINE(:





10 girl cliques
12:02 AM

Hey girls,
all of the worksheets that teacher gave on friday are all with me .
shiqi, serene, huiqin, serine and emily, please remind me to pass you all the worksheets on monday.
its costing worksheet.total there will be 3 pieces.


*addiditonals;
on wednesday i actually inform huiqin that i'm having my bad stomachache on 7am++ .thats why my hours aint counted.just for your information and please dont misunderstood that they are being bias or what that why my hours ain't counted.monday i'm lazy to come to school and its counted(:

thanks,
PEISI

10 girl cliques
1:23 AM

NEW TERMS AND CONDITION ADDED!

BOTH SITUATION ARE WITHOUT MC!

Example 1:

Today lesson start at 8am.
Serene needs to wake up at 6.30am.
she needs to take 7am MRT in order to reach school on time.
But when she wake up at 6.30am, she found out that she is having fever.
So she smsed HuiQin that she not going to school.

PLEASE TAKE NOTE: Serene Hour is NOT COUNTED because she inform b4 lesson starts. It shows that she make an effort to come school.



Example 2:

Today lesson start at 8am.
Serene smsed HuiQin at 8.45am that she was sick so she is not able to go school.

PLEASE TAKE NOTE: Serene hour is COUNTED as lesson already started. nth to prove that serene is overslept or really sick. UNLESS MC PROVIDED!



TO BE FAIR!
I MYSELF SMSED HUI QIN ONCE I WAKE UP WHERE I KNOW I'M NOT FEELING WELL. I ACTUALLY WAKE UP ON TIME TO PREPARE TO GO SCHOOL!

Posted by Serene =)


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4:15 AM

to: serene

hey you! better take care alrights. (:

& about i & jianhui. i already fang xia lurhs.
i've asked for patch is because. i think overall. it's me giving all the problem.
then i don wished to regret.
wad i've done & wished to said to him i already said ler.
at least i've gort an answer frm him.
i've learnt someting too. *不要等到失去才懂得珍惜。
& of cuz. such as darling & chermaine told me.
it's time to move on.
he've moved on. why shld i still stand in the same place.
thou seeing him move on. is still quite a heartache in the beginning.

but why torture myself over a failed r/s yups.
it's all too late to make amends.
and there are too much problem as in us.
indeed alot of misunderstandings. i've sorted out with him.
& we're still frens. hopefully so, LOL!

i think i rely on him too much. it's time to get back to my single life.
& tis wk. i've used to it. wahahas. XD
don have boyfriend still have friend right. (:
& i agree with u. love isnt a thing dat can collapse girls life.
it's just a passerby in our life.
to make us grown up after going every each failed r/s.
time heals all wound i believe. & my determination. (:
i dont wan to make myself till so weak that w/o him i can die lyke that.
sad will sad. who wont be sad.
but sad cant make everything back right?
just have to let go.
我拿得起，也得放得下。
& crying aimlessly everynight. it's just a dumb action which i did fer the past few wks.
it's better to live everyday with laughter.
better then thinking so much. it's just 自作自受。
life are just once. & i've to cherish my life too.
once it's gone. it's gone.
at least i wont regret. why i live my life till so miserable right?
just because of a guy. *duh*._.
so might as well. do whatever things then i wished to do.
& start life afresh. (: thou is difficult. i've to go thru that as time goes by.
learn frm de 微笑pasta " 只要笑一笑，没有啥么事请过不了。"

it's useless to cling back to the past.
sometimes. things might flashback once in a while.
because. it's difficult to forget narhs. (:
we cn nvr forget a person which re some1 close to you once.
as it've become part of my memory lurhs.
but i wont look on the negative side le.
w/o r/s, maybe life wud be better for me & him.

i wud keep myself busy.
& to the issue of going another r/s
wait till i have really put down on tis r/s. & don love him animore.

i will tell myself. not to find replacement.
as huiqin & chermaine told me.
it will be damn unfair to that guy. & tis wud be de same as flirting around.
& whats the point of finding replacement. it's just end up hurting all.
i wont find love larhs. love doesnt meant happiness right.
just have to adapt being single. =)
even love find me, i've to know who's really the one for me
& does my heart have him? hahas. enough of tis.

there re always problem surfacing us everydays.
as what u said UP's & DOWN's.
it's just see the way how we settle it. (:
& after going every obstacle. it's a lesson & grow stronger.
tis i agreed. nt everything is shunshun lili durhs.
at least. learn everything & let bygones be bygones.
& continue to walk on wif my life. & cherish the time & other things i've.

thks serene for posting such a meaningful post to me. =D
real thanks for your advice.
& the words u type. ^^

to the girls:
just wanted to say SORRY (:
noe sorry doesnt meant much, but just sincerely apologise to all here.

-if my failed r/s & indecisive thinking have make u all suffer thru out.
with that dumb long face & my talkings.
& wadeva shit that i do to make u all pissed off with me.

thks all thru out. giving me advice. & consoling me.
thou there are some misunderstandings going on with us,
for the past few weeks. i hope it's resolved now right.
PEACE ALRIGHT! =)

SERINE





10 girl cliques
7:51 PM

Hmm... pretty boring at home now... sick so i nv go sch...

i read the post where u girls previously posted. I dun really hv the clear view of what actuali happened inbetween u girls.. but from here and there observing...i came out a conclusion...

To Serine:
Erm...LIfe ain't easy to cope...a fallen relationship may be sad like hell... but when a relationship doesnt belong to u... it wil nv be too...

I read ur post that u actuali wanted to patch with JH... but he rejected.... when i read it.. i felt that there is no point to patch animore...u did mention that it need 2 hand to clap... as in u wanted to patch but JH dun wan...

well in my view, you need 2 hand to clap...ya is true but it is mention to a relationship... when argue pop up.. it needs 2 hands to commit and mend it back where it was to be... as u and JH de relationship... has lots of crack and no matter hw u mend... it will be scars.. the feeling wont be the same animore... i hope u understand that... break up ain't something that collaspe ur life.. but an experience for u to learn... and there is no point to patch as u canot assure that another argue will break both of u up again... u guys the relationship already turn bad. Evn if u say u can assure that wont be break up, already around 1 year than u realise it will be too late...

Its hard to forget... but u still hv too.... maybe some ppl may choose to make themselves occupied or find another person replace... but it is better to make urself busy... i hope u nv thought of finding someone to replace... because i can assure u... u will nv find a true love till u old if u choose to find replacement.

best way... wait for love and nv find love...? Women without men wont die... i personally agree with that after a fallen relationship wif my ex bf... in the 1st place i felt the same as u... miserable... lonely... no ppl accompanying me home...but as time goes by... wound will heal. even healed... i nv eva let man easily get through my heart cos i nv wanted to find love at all.. i treat all men as buddy... i waited for love.. rather to find someone to replace my loneliness... i always believe that if u dun find love, love will find u... its the matter of sooner or later...

God create u for a purpose. if God say u will nv hv a spouse till u die, den u will nv hv one complete relationship. If God says u will be a riches women in the world when he created u, no matter hw many ups and downs u need to go through, the purpose is there... u will meet it somedays. God gave u ur life for u to walk.. and learn... ups and downs are for u to learn and for u to be stronger. Maybe JH is just a passerby in ur life for u to learn? hv u thought of it before?
Or maybe ur future spouse is still at another end of the earth, crying for a fallen relationship which he duno that when time comes by both of u will meet as God say so when he created u?

i duno whether u are christian or not... but to me as a taoist i wil refer it as my taoist God... if u are chirstian den it will be ur God.. to me They are the same... they create Man! =)

To Penny:
eh... i heard that u wanted to quit sch... i hope u dont... as none of us wish to see u quit sch too. I know that things happened around u is hurtful... where i myself nv eva experience b4.. but i can understand that hw it impact ur life... i wont force u to make a decision to stay in sch... as each of us has the responsiblity for our own life, u choosen dis path... dun regret on the path u choose... must be brave and move on =)

Road is created by our hands.. no matter which path u choose... there wont be dead end.. as long as u trust the path u choose! =)

Posted by Serene Tan =)

10 girl cliques
6:44 PM

so thats EMILY hur! lols.
if i didnt guess wrongly.
u will win this wk. guarantee plus CHOP!

hahas.
is okie larhs. i understand. (:
friend should be truthful to each other arhs. so is okie.
i will dur. better then having more & more misunderstanding yups!
alright. i understand bout the difficulty of saying all out.
as some words arent so nice to say out in front of each other too.

u're welcome.

SUGGESTING:
write out here instead.
TIS BLOG CAN USE TO SOLVE OUR MISUNDERSTANDING.
OR TALK OUR HEARTS OUT!
jus suggesting yar? :)

SERINE(=




10 girl cliques
10:36 PM

i dont meant to be so truthful to you.
if i kept all these in the dark, i dont think i should regard us as FRIENDS.
you get the idea?
hmms. i know that facing the fact is very difficult.
so if you think that we framed you, please do talk back to us as well.
at the same point of time, we cant be saying all out to you because it is difficult too.

anyway thanks for your concern:))

loves;
shiqi:))


10 girl cliques
9:13 AM

C'MON GIRLS! LET'S CONGRATS OUR EMILY!!!

*clap clap*

shiqi is here:)

10 girl cliques
9:10 AM

WOOOOOOOOOOOO IM NOT IN THE TOP 3 FOR THE WINNER THIS WEEK!

THIS IS DEFINATELY SOMETHING TO SPECIALLY POST ABOUT!!!!

SAY CONGRATULATIONS TO ME EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=DDDD

guess who am i?
im sure you all know xDD


10 girl cliques
5:53 AM

shiqi. =)
i dont mind seriously. it's good to tell me whats going on with me yupps.
& i didnt know that i've shown a long/black face.
or finding excuses to avoid it or wadever shit narhs in the past.
for the future, just tell me face to face if it's happen again.
& same goes to everyone. (: thks!

& no matter how, not everything can so easily face the fact durh.
i know i've to face the facts somedays.
i'll too. just that maybe starting aint so easy too.
as times goes by. i'll move on.

& really thanks for telling that to me yar?
know u're sick. take good care of yourself. & don always eat too heaty stuffs!
=D

& penny. if u're seeing this blog.
no one in our group wants to see you quit school.
and seriously everybody are worried ar.
especially shiqi.

we'll always be there for you.
i know it's isnt so simple as we think.
as everything happen in the same time within such a short time.
but we're there to lend u a shoulder. or share your sorrows.
at least. dont let yourself isolate at one corner.
we wants to see you in school again okie.
take care girl.

serine.

10 girl cliques
3:28 AM

hello! can you all indicate who you are when you blogged?! HAHAH:DD
*in a GENTLE tone:))

anyway, i have something serious to talk about!
serine! do you mind if we voice our thoughts out to you? because at times we advised you about certain things, you are not really satisfied with it. you would tend to find some excuses to cover it or either you would pull a long face.
c'mon! just face the facts around you alright:)
since you wrote it in your blog and asked us to be truthful to you.

im shiqi. are you shocked?
dont be.:)


10 girl cliques
11:59 PM

HOHOHO! winner of 2nd week. lmaos ._.
oh yar. HAPPY 21st birthday to KOON!
like the present hur. =x wahahas.
shall take good care of darling alrights.
& last long horhs. =D

de gers who're retaking costing tmr.
JIAYOU ALRIGHT!

& i'll pay the fund nxt wk.
& suanju. yur 50bucks i pay u asap.
sorrysorry!! need morning call seriously.
need to get up early le. & go to school! (:
arbo i'll really become a big shareholder.

SERINE(:

10 girl cliques
11:58 PM

yea!! happpy bdae koon! 21 year old le... ah pek =x.... the present mus use ok =x... is by me, huiqin, lianni and serine de... hahas... =x






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11:50 PM